in my wardrobe

.:expect the best, be prepared for the worst:.

i bought it long time ago; it has been 2 years i guess.

it is not about the expensive price or a branded t-shirt,

even the quality is not that good, 
(shrinking during laundering).

yet, this one is my favorite.

expect the best, be prepared for the worst

one of my favorite quotes

yeah a bit naïve and tough to do, but it is really worth it!

at least we know and keep in mind that there is a chance something is not going according to what we have expected.

logically speaking:

we need to put our full effort for something that we do, give your heart to it

then we are expecting the best possible outcome that we can get

and when we do, we will rationally thinking there should be a backup plan for the unpredictable event when the worst is coming.

emotionally speaking:

it is becoming so tough when it involves with the emotion, feeling or passion.

a passion for work, for love, for study, for everything.

most of the time the emotion will come first when the worst is happening

depressed, stressed, heartbroken

but it is only a matter of time until we realize it is not the end of the world

until the logic and rational mind of us overcome the emotion.

the emotion will keep changing but the rational mind of us will show the essential that we hold, the true us. 

just make sure the rational is big enough to conquer the emotion.

^su dokube^

sudokube - the diabolical mind teaser

this is no ordinary sudoku, dare to try? only for killing time when you have much time to spare and nothing to think about.

caution:

clean your head before attempts, not for broken heart, stress person, after lunch, after/before test and during presentation.

the story with - - - - - - -.

.:caution, mind your step:.

today, when i saw you

i knew it was just like the first time
when you met my eyes
i came close
and i felt like the first time
to hold back my fear
and feel you so near
i've never been this far before
to hold back my fear
and feel you so near
i'm scared of falling in too deep, this time

do i need a reason to tell you why
i'm singing you this song
do i need a reason to show you that
i know where i belong
whenever i am weary, i lean on
this feeling that i have
i am so much stronger now
thankful, yes i am

today, i'll renounce them
the doubts and the fears i've been nursing
i'll fly like a moth to the flame
and i'll feel like the first time
to hold back my fear
and let you come near
i've never been this far before
to hold back my fear
and let you come near
i'm afraid of losing and still i go.

lyrics: do i need a reason - d'sound

have you felt this way? it was suddenly like the first time, while it's been running for quite some time.

the state of mind was slowly cleaning by itself, and comes the new atmosphere and chemistry.

the doubts and fears were abandoned just like it was meaningless and nothing at all.

yet, the history is shaping the mind and influencing the judgment unconsciously.

growing from what you have experienced.

the fearfulness of similar event to happen is haunting yet it will not stop the step to go forward.

someone told me:

Give yourself a moment of peace and you will understand, how silly rushing is.

Learn about silence and tranquility then you will know, you already talked too much.

Be wise, grow wise and you will realize, you are too harsh judging others.

it takes a dark to see it bright

it takes a dark to see it bright

  what comes to ur mind when you read it?

  success comes after failure. is it?

  that is not it. that's not what i meant.

  try to answer these questions first.

  how do you recognize brightness?

  how do you feel happiness?

  comparison!

  we need a dark to recognize bright.

  what will happen if darkness is not exist?

  then, bright is no longer present.

  happiness.

  will happiness mean anything?

  can we feel happiness without sadness?

  even, we will not understand what happiness is,

  along with the absence of sadness.

*inspired by jason mraz - life is wonderful